disappearing act
time: 8pm
its been a while since the exams ended. I never did blog about it. what can i say...it was quite a mess. This sem has been...a half hearted affair. My heart and mind was never fully in it, yet the work load was intense and the studying, text heavy. Media economics turned out not as bad as me and char would have thought, and stats sucked me dry. lol sigh...when the results do come out, i guess i have no one to blame but myself. Then put it aside and worry again two sems later!
And since the exams have ended, i have been having fun. With total freedom and time spend with all that matters, i guess im happy. Im contented, loved and blissful. But this happiness can be scary. Life at this moment cant get any better and even as the smile plays on my lips, i never let it show fully. Skeptic? Maybe..cause even when life can be pretty perfect, no one knows when it will all disappear or change. Still...im living it and im learning to simply indulge in it. Since being happy is not a given. i shouldnt waste it, right? :)
Spending time at home is also different...i like simply being around my family, even at moments when they drive me crazy. I realise that i never did spend a full weekend at home for the past month! I shudder to think that i would become one of those hall dwellers who spend their days coop up at hall. Maybe this could explain my inertia in going back hall this hols, though my reluctance to do so may just cost me a room next year. Oh well...there is always home to go to.
Next week, we will be going taipei tgt and it will be a family trip after quite some time! :D Im just praying that the weather isnt toooo wet and my sense of direction doesnt fail me toooo badly (then again, i dun have much of a sense to talk of. -_-)
and to all of you going on overseas trips...HAVE FUN! :D
its been a while since the exams ended. I never did blog about it. what can i say...it was quite a mess. This sem has been...a half hearted affair. My heart and mind was never fully in it, yet the work load was intense and the studying, text heavy. Media economics turned out not as bad as me and char would have thought, and stats sucked me dry. lol sigh...when the results do come out, i guess i have no one to blame but myself. Then put it aside and worry again two sems later!
And since the exams have ended, i have been having fun. With total freedom and time spend with all that matters, i guess im happy. Im contented, loved and blissful. But this happiness can be scary. Life at this moment cant get any better and even as the smile plays on my lips, i never let it show fully. Skeptic? Maybe..cause even when life can be pretty perfect, no one knows when it will all disappear or change. Still...im living it and im learning to simply indulge in it. Since being happy is not a given. i shouldnt waste it, right? :)
Spending time at home is also different...i like simply being around my family, even at moments when they drive me crazy. I realise that i never did spend a full weekend at home for the past month! I shudder to think that i would become one of those hall dwellers who spend their days coop up at hall. Maybe this could explain my inertia in going back hall this hols, though my reluctance to do so may just cost me a room next year. Oh well...there is always home to go to.
Next week, we will be going taipei tgt and it will be a family trip after quite some time! :D Im just praying that the weather isnt toooo wet and my sense of direction doesnt fail me toooo badly (then again, i dun have much of a sense to talk of. -_-)
and to all of you going on overseas trips...HAVE FUN! :D
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