Wednesday, November 11, 2009
time:9.55pm
After spending a full 24 hours wrapped like a fruit, my ankle has finally been released. :) The swelling has gone down and it isnt so painful anymore. Though it looks like i'll be out of action for a while in terms of running.
sigh, i didnt even make it 1km can. Taking a side step to allow another runner to pass prove to be too difficult for my cumbersome self. I slipped and fell over a ledge. stupid me! the walk back to hall was one of the longest ever with blood running down my left knee and my right ankle in throbbing pain.
The visit to the sinseh wasn't fun too. I realise i have a really really low threshold of pain. She only had to touch, push and press my ankle a little to have my fist clenched up and my face in agony. When i was done though, my mum who was waiting outside told me i kept laughing. HUH? hmm..i must have a strange way of handling pain...
Still, all is fine now. And thanks to my alphabets for flagging cabs, walking slow and looking out for me while we were out today. :D
of course much love to my dear who had to literally do everything for me on tues as i was rendered immobile. From cleaning up all my blood to fetching my stuff and delivering lunch, thanks thanks thanks! What would i do without you? (:
Saturday, November 7, 2009
time: 11.32am
Cant believe how close the exams are! I dont get it, but this year, there seems to be this lack of urgency to get started and going. Me starting now is already suppose to be considered 'hardworking'. But didnt we use to start around this time anw? haha, maybeee its cause we are all taking alot less subjects than before. :)
Second last exams in NTU. wow, time flies.
For now, i just wan to shake off all the thoughts in my head and start to focus on the work in the coming month. I admit it still hangs in my mind constantly, but at this stage, there is nothing i can do really. Trust, let go and see how it goes i guess.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
time: 10.08am
In that birthday celebration, it took me a moment to realise i really didnt want to be there anymore. Was it just a passing moment? I dont know. But as i watched things i wish i didnt have too, struggle with irrational thoughts, i felt this empty feeling sink in. I think not being there would have make things so much easier. At least i wouldn't have to pretend.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
time: 3.41pm
work work work. I'll be glad when Monday's deadline is up. Still, i'm glad for the time today to sit down and bury my head into all the lit reviews. If i have time later, I'll start working on fyp.
my head hurts though.
and the drilling outside my house seems to fade out after awhile. Strange, maybe the noise just needs getting use too.
sigh. the randomness of a Wednesday afternoon.
let it rain soon.
and yes, imu.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
time: 1.21am
to my real fan…
i *heart* you.
haha :D
time: 12.47am
It has been a while since i used Windows Live Writer. Been going straight to blogger for all my entries.
Then again, haven't blogged much recently.
The past 10 days have passed quite differently, with my parents away in Japan and the house left in the good hands of me and my bro. It was kind of unnerving in the beginning, to wake up each morning to a completely silent house(since my bro goes to work early), going out for fyp meeting, then coming back again to an empty house. I didn't like it very much, but after a while, it got better. Plus, there was a certain fun in having the whole house to yourself, esp during the weekend when it was pretty much me, my bro and my sister-in-law. :) I guess the only time we proved our helplessness was when the tap couldn't stop leaking! Sooo…we made a call to our dad in Japan(yes..totally useless i know) and asked if we should wait for him to come back two days later, or call in the plumber! Eventually we called in the plumber…haha
Well they are back now..and the house is alive again! With the addition of lots of food stuff and stories. :)
And i realise i never did mention the new addition to my family. My sister-in-law! After 6-7 years of courtship, they have finally tied the knot! :D and even though I'm usually too lazy to post photos. Here is one of the happy couple. my bro is finally a family man! love to them both. :)
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
time: 2am
when i sleep tonight, all
I'm looking for is deep, uninterrupted sleep. It's funny how light and restless i have been the past few nights. Not a normal sleeping habit of mine and
certainly not fun.
I'm exhausted. Good night world. Sweet dreams. :)
