hall hall hall

time: 23.38pm

im just wasting time, refusing to bathe and start on my video editing. This week has been spent largely in hall.

I've not felt so gek in such a long time. The frustration and annoyance has swallowed me up so fully that i've stopped thinking rationally. Thank god, my mouth doesnt function according to my mind. At least for now. Im sorry to those who have to endure ALL my complaining this few weeks. Yes i know, i cant shut up. Sorry. :P Its just that as the event draws nearer and nearer, i just keep recalling all the past incidents that have tested my patience and tolerance. And more and more little things come in to pile up to the already sky high irritation.I was just telling daph today that if i had a big BIG box, i feel like i could fill it with words back to back to back with my complains and still not feel better.

Somehow im not too sure how to handle this pent up frustrations. Im not the confrontational type, not when it will make the situation uncomfortable for everyone. sighz. so lets just hang in there k? In another week it will be over and i will be free from the clutches of anger and weariness!

you know what i feel like doing now? Blowing up a HUGE balloon until it burst. lol. unfortunately i scared of balloons bursting in my face.

okok...bathing time. I will survive!