nightmares of 207

time: 10.20am

I tot that waking up this morning will make me feel better about yesterday. Yet, strangly, i felt worse. I cant stop thinking about the 207 paper and my stupid out-of-this-world mistake.

It kills me, to see a subject i studied the hardest for be destined for doom because of a silly mistake.

and while i know everything i should be doing now- stop thinking about it, work harder for the other papers and learn from my mistake, at this moment of time, i seriously couldnt care less.

All i can think about is the C i will probably be getting. and the feeling cannot be any worse.

but i really have to recover soon. Another paper in about 6 hours time and i cannot bring these negative feelings in.

please let this feeling pass.